The Devil Will Drag You Under

Someone may know what this means and others won’t…for those that don’t….don’t ask…………….

Am I a horrible person?…What’s wrong with me?…We all have our sins I suppose, is mine any different.  I’d like to say no, but in the eyes of society it is…it’s frowned on, shamed on, like all sins should be just a little more do to the nature I suppose. ( I didn’t kill anyone :D)  God gives me courage today and amazing friends give me courage today to end it all.  To turn around and punch that devil in the nose.  I am DONE with ALL of this stuff.  Why was I the lucky one to get stuck in such a precarious position? I don’t know, but what I do know is the things I’ve done and those it has effected, I’m sorry.  I really am…I thank Josiah from the bottom of my heart…I hope he can save me….